Hang in there!
Just find something you like - there must be something!
That is what I do when I am down on the world.
Learn something new - even if it is just to read about something you never knew about.
Keep your mind active - even just to live in the world of your mind and imagination.
When we finally do die, we can then explore all that there is that we can't see or learn about now in life.
Hey, check out my UT Game!
Learn about it. (see my signature for the URL)
Comment on it.
I have great fun with Unreal Tournament even at my age - as do many others.
Just one suggestion!
OR - start a web site!
It is really pretty easy!
Ask me to help if you wish!
Later Friends!